This is the second chapter in The Book of Man, told from the fictional philosophyof Laman, the brother of Nephi. This story continues Laman’s struggle to reconcile his father Lehi’s visions with his own duties as eldest son, heir, and businessman.
Laman Burdened by His Father’s Writings
I, Laman, took it upon myself to reclaim Father after I heard the strange things that he spoke and wrote in a scroll. Father, Lehi, began to take tools to write for himself! As chief translator and scribe of the estate, he left the bulk of the scribing to Lemuel and Sam, which greatly hindered the process once he started recording his dreams.
Father did not write the scripts for our associates from Babylon proper! I had given them an oath that they would have their records before they left to travel before the rainy season.
I had to act, for only Father could give the best translation of their tongue. I had charged them an excessive sum, knowing that no other scribe society but ours had learned their tongue—since many sided with Egypt in the political tension. I told Father to remain neutral, though he supported Egypt personally.
Father gave the record to Lemuel, and he began to translate and order the scrolls. It was slow work for my brother, however. He was a genius, but I needed Father to have his mind on work and not on the strange visions he began to have.
Mother, Sariah, was too strained with Anna, the wife of Ishmael, to help Father scribe, as was her usual task. Mother and Anna planned weddings for our brides to join our families. I was of age and worried little, knowing I had a choice among the daughters of Ishmael.
Lehi’s Strange Vision
“Father,” I pled, “the men from Babylon await the scrolls from whom I took a small fortune. These men seek to have their dialect translated into Hebrew for records of the churches of Babylon, to be preserved before the rainy season. Lemuel will not finish without your help.”
I spoke to him as he gazed as if I was not there. The more I obtained business for Father, the more absent he seemed in his mind and distant from me. I needed to concentrate on building the business, not scribing!
“Father,” I spoke more loudly as he sat in his place on the pillow I had bartered for him atop his mat for prayer. He looked into my eyes, and I saw a distance there that troubled me. Then he spoke rapidly—disregarding my plea to help Lemuel.
I do not recall all he spoke, but it was of a vision with fire and a book of strange words that he must eat. He spoke on and on about tending to the needs of Jerusalem and going before the people.
I thought this strange as he prattled on. He was a member of the council, yes, and highly respected. But why would he speak to the people? That was the role of prophets! Did he believe our God had spoken to him to take up such a mantle?
I muttered a quick prayer to Adonai and to the goddess of clarity and wisdom, Ninsun. I had personally made an image of her that I carried in my cloak for brilliance, and she had yet to fail me.
“We have taken in these children of Judah from Babylon,” I reminded him. “They are elders in their quorum and seek our honest work. I have made an oath to them, Father, to have their records before the rainy season approaches.”
I made sure to speak with urgency, not anger. I respected the old law to honor Mother and Father—though I feared Father was ailing in the mind, talking of visions. It troubled me, for I saw the time approaching when I would have to retire Father and take on leadership of the family. I would need a wife first.
Prophecies of Jerusalem’s Destruction
As I thought upon these things, I heard him say what I thought was some trick for me not listening to all his prattle.
Father said, “I must warn the people that Jerusalem will be destroyed.”
My mind grew dark and angry. I thought upon what Nephi had said—that Father spoke only good of Jerusalem, not evil like Jeremiah. How could Father say this, when I was soon to marry? Mother was at the house of Ishmael arranging to join the two families with Mother Anna!
“Father, our lives are here. I am to run the society here!”
I staggered in my speech, bowing my head to force my anger down and hide my scornful eyes. I could not replace my ailing father until I married, and here he was talking of preaching with those strange ones! It would ruin the business interests I had built for the last two years!
Father spoke with such conviction that I knew the matter was not to be discussed further. As eldest son, I had to obey and speak for Father’s decision. I did so to my sisters, but to my brothers I spoke my heart. We all agreed Father was behaving out of character and needed protection.
For five days Father preached before our business began to suffer. Lemuel frantically worked to complete the records of the men from Babylon before they left for home. Sam worked on other records while I helped Lemuel. People called for their records when they saw Father telling them all the evil that would follow them into Babylon!
I was shaken and afraid for Father’s welfare. Nephi guarded him each day and told me of the terrible predictions! We laughed at some but mourned the business loss.
I thought it humorous that Father believed Jerusalem could be destroyed. Was it not large and under the protection of Egypt? Did not the people pay homage to Adonai, the god of the city? He would not let it fall!
I begged Mother to speak with Father, but she only raised her hands to Adonai as she faced the temple and said, “I trust Lehi is a prophet. He feels to say these things, and I feel to honor him.”
I did not show my true feelings to Mother’s claim. To call Father a prophet seemed madness. If Father’s madness was catching, I prayed to Ninsun to grant me the cure.
A Call into the Wilderness
That night, Father awoke Lemuel and me. He told us that God had instructed him to go into the wilderness! I lost my composure and in the loudest whisper asked if he had gone mad.
Lemuel quoted scripture and called him a visionary man with such venom that it had to be derision, though he cast his eyes down before Father in respect. Father stared at us with those troubling eyes that seemed to pierce me.
“You will prepare the equipment and settle our affairs here as we prepare to go down into the wilderness, Laman,” Father commanded in his rumbling voice. I felt the finality in my chest and dared not show disapproval. I asked to speak freely, and he so allowed me with Lemuel as audience.
He did not hesitate to allow my right, knowing I had been nothing but loyal and obedient—as far as he knew. I told him that I did not understand his sudden change and that it caused me to question his judgment.
“As the first son, I take issue with this change. I need an explanation if I am to bear this news to the family, Father,” I said, after bearing my heart.
He tried to explain, and I was almost convinced until he said we must take only provision with us to live—no treasures. I touched my cloak, hoping Ninsun would guide my next words, but she left me only with, “I will obey, Father.”
Lemuel repeated after me, but when I dared glance up, I saw that Father did not believe us sincere. We were not.
None of us approved. Sam did not protest, but I could see in his eyes he disapproved when I announced it to the family at breaking.
My sisters cast their eyes down, knowing they might not marry if we were shamed for abandoning our house after the commotion Father caused with his preaching. My heart filled with rage, and I understood why some wanted to kill Father. He was so stubborn!
Nephi was not quiet in his disagreement when I spoke to him alone, but he wanted to please Father. I understood the boy’s desire to honor Father. I smote him for verbally expressing his disagreement with me. I was Father’s word to the family. He understood and rubbed his shoulder.
“Laman, I can tell you do not agree with Father as we speak. You might smite my arm again, but I am no fool. What will you do?”
“As usual, Nephi, you are too quick to speak your mind. Father is meditating today. Gather Sam and Lemuel. We will trade before the temple the writings we have finished and hold a meeting of brothers away from home. We will honor Father, Nephi.”
He bowed his head a little in agreement, with worried and apologetic eyes, and went about as he was told. Ninsun had given me a plan to make this work for our benefit. The wilderness was the best place for Father to go.
Closing Note
This story is based on people mentioned in The Book of Mormon: Another Testament of Jesus Christ. For the actual history and book itself, click the link on the book’s title. It will take you to the site where you can read online. This work does not attempt to mimic the 19th-century English style in which The Book of Mormon was translated.